There's A Part Of Me

There's a part of me
That I've buried deep down
I'm crying raging rivers
As in my tears I drown

There's a part of me
That never really smiles
Living in a world of
Fakeness and denial

There's a part of me
Lost within myself
Searching and screaming
Longing for help

There's a part of me
With freshly scarred wrists
Who's always depressed
And the frown doesn't twist

There's a part of me
You'll never even know
Buried within my skin
Can't let my feelings show

There's a part of me
That will never let you go
Who wants to tell you things
That you'll never get to know

There's a part of me
That I don't understand
How could you steal my heart
By just holding my hand?

There's a part of me
That longs for your touch
But I just push you away
Because I love you too much...

-Copyright-Amber Palmer