H ... A ... T ... R ... E ... D

A world of hatred, and darkness
Is all that I've ever known,
Hidden myself from everything,
My true self never shown.

More pain then ever deserved,
Is what my life has endeared.
All the mistakes I have made,
The constant struggle with fear.

I wonder sometimes as I sit,
Alone in the darkness of the night.
Will I ever find that one person,
Who can guide me to the light.

As I struggle with everything,
Craving the feeling of being free.
Free from these chains of hell,
The very chains that are corrupting me.

I often look to the heavens above,
And pray god at night.
Just give me one more day god,
Give me the will to fight.

For the life I have been dealt,
Is too horrible to be told.
Sometimes u choose to play,
And then some, u just has to fold.

And with that I did it,
I chose to fold the hand.
My soul souring upward,
Into a far more loving land.