My silent cry

More then once
I find my self crying
My inner shell cracked
I feel like I'm dying

Say what you want
i know what you really mean
Its all just the same
I don't have to cause a seen

Ive had my share of losses
and thats caught up
All this will to hide tears
maybe i should just give up

you all think I'm so strong
but maybe you should see
all thats a lie held for to long

more then twice
Ive gone home and broke down
crying and screaming
enough tears to drown

If you really think you see
The self I hide inside
Maybe you could answer
my silent cry