Torn In Two And Barely Holding On

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I love him. I hate her. He used her. She chose him. I hate him. He's Amazing. They turned against her. I'm there for him. I'm there for her. She won't let me in. He won't tell me. They hate me. I love them. I care. They can't see. I'm stuck in between.

The ones i love. they fall apart. they go their ways. they break my heart.
Disagreements lead to tension, silent conversations, no past things mentioned.
i love them all, but can't they see, what their doing is breaking me.
Tearing me apart, wanting to please them all, trying to do everything so i don't see them fall.
Don't know what to do, don't know how to feel. Sometimes i wish that all this drama wasn't real.
i go to my world, where everyone is true, and when theres a problem i actually have something to do.
but right now all i can do is try to be there, try to show them that i actually care.
but caring for both sides just isn't working, making a fool of myself, i can hear the smirking.
their growing hate, not for each other, but for me. i just don't know which way to be.
i just can't forget one, and go with the other, i mean Jesus, its like I'm their f-n mother.
How can i do this without hurting someone, I'm about to just leave and say "I'm done"
but i can't just leave them, i just can't choose, and I'm tired of being so damn confused.