School.
a place for friends, laughs and memories.
trials, heartbreaks, and betrayals....
but when is it too much?
Wanting and waiting for school to finally start.
Clothes shopping, supply shopping,
a rush of excitment.
Happens to everyone...
until...
one year, you just get sick of it all.
you get sick of the lies,
the deciet,
walking through the halls knowing their talking about you.
the rumors, the backstabbing,
fake friends, snobby teachers,
steriotyping, assuming things, no communication.
You end up hating school.
you never want summer to end,
the rush of excitement just turns into fear of going back.
The heartbreak you get every single time you think about going back.
you don't want to.
you want to run away,
but then something gets in the way.
the future.
thats what keeps me going.
from all the hurt i have at school with my peers,
college is just around the corner.
i can't switch schools.
i can't runaway now.
theres to much for me there.
academically is where my mind must stay.
not the social part.
i already failed at that.
