I've lost them all.
watched them walk away.
most of them i saw
but others left in secrecy.
whats so wrong with me
that all my friends abandon me.
I'm all alone
with only a few by my side
the rest have taken their turns
stabbing me in the back
trash talking,
laughing at my mistakes
rejoicing that I'm finally out of their lives
the feeling of being left behind isn't a pleasant one
you try to figure out the things that are wrong with you
but all you can really think of is how you were deceived
by all the lies
and the fake friendships
you start figuring out that your trust was misused
and your heart has been spread out too thin.
they left you.
your all alone
no ones coming back.
you see them laughing
enjoying their life's.
your life isn't the same.
your jealousy sneaks up
wishing your still had that happiness
but they left.
it wasn't your choice.
now all you can do now is watch...
try not to care.
and live on...
