Silence is my world

Silence is my world
no one knows me,
no one understands me,
no one can read what is on my mind,
just me!!
i grow with the word "worthless"
that stuck on my mind.
my problem is myself!!
the silence that brings me down,
silence that badly hurts me,
silence that kills me softly
tears fall down into my eye,
cant control the tears to fall down,
i want to say want is on my mind,
but i cant!
i want to shout!i want to release
that pain i always keep inside.
i hate myself
i cant express what i fell,
cant say that "please stop,I'm hurt"
no one see my efforts,
nobody appreciate it!nothing left,
just hatred and pain in my life
just the life of being silent.
-heart broken in pieces