Knotted at my throat....

Tied up by a rope knotted at my throat
struggling for the bitter sweet taste of your kiss
your name plays reruns around in my head
longing for the days i so painfully miss

i await for your heartfelt return
as you await for the day that i forever die
my screams fall upon deaf ears
never notice the tears that i cry

my life was based on their lies
and thanks to their lies it will soon end
then to the very pits of hell
my fragile soul they will send

the rules to this game are made up along the way
so there is no chance in hell that you can win
they all shun the act of suicide
but i don't care if its a sin

their all so scared of whats different
the strange and the new
they expect you to conform to their standards
to do what they do