Thinking of you

I look at your picture

And I start to cry

As I am forced

To say goodbye

You don't know how much I love you still

This pains to much for one person to feel

Why was it you who had to leave

Why God,you should of took me

You dont know how hard it is to breathe

Knowing you wont be here with me

It couldn't have already been your time

A hundred years from now would've been fine

Now I sit here on the ground

Playing with this knife I found

I've never been so confused

All I want is to be with you

My love for God is still so strong

But l as if he did me wrong

Instead I get a peice of rope

And threaten to tie it around my throat

I just want this nightmere to end

I dont want to feel pain again

But i guess im just all talk

Because God is in my every thought

And I change my mind

Theirs no debate

I want god to determine my fate

But i still wish you in my life

Do you ever miss me way up their

Or do you think of me very rare

Even still you impacted my life

Im tired of mourning, and the others are too

But one thing for sure, well alwas think of you