Endless...

Tonight, I won't dream of you
Cause I'm tired of hurting for you
These tears, they never stop falling
Maybe in my dream, wound will start mending...

Tonight, I'd pretend that the pillow's not wet
That my heart does not lament,
Especially when you cheated on me
Especially when you didn't take our relationship seriously...

Tonight, I'd pretend I believe your words,
That I found a space to understand.
I'll act as if I am happy
Just for this night, I will believe my fantasy...

I will believe that tomorrow,
There would be no room for this sorrow.
I will make-believe that you would forever stay,
Even though you just walked away today...

Tonight, let me say "I love you"
That nothing has changed, you love me too...
I will sleep without the fears,
I would imagine it's not the end of our years...

Tonight, you would never remind me of this agony,
Cause I will sleep until the pain left me...
I am not afraid of daylight,
Cause this knife is enough to start an endless tonight...