The David Johnson Rubix Cube

Someone asked me why I act so harsh and cruel
I have never mentioned my never ending duel

I have no regard for the feelings of others for a reason
I go hunting on my flaws making them open season

I'm damaged and I don't wish to be mended and fixed
I pushed away all attached to me who were transfixed

I live and suffer alone and don't plan on loving
I won't give in when pushing comes to shoving

never think for a second that your emotions matter
they are just targets for me to fire at and to batter

so when you think you have me pegged and wish to help
you will leave with no smile or satisfaction, just a welt

so now you know why I keep to myself and never attach
because in the end we're simply different, a mismatch