Failure

I lie awake to the memories of my disgrace
Imperfections thrown back in my face
It leaves me with this bad taste,
I only have one life to waste

Do I sit there and take it
And just hope you'll forget it
I'll cower behind false hope
That will end with a rope

With each new mistake
A new lesson in fate
A life that sucks
For death I await

It's hard to live
When there is nothing to live for
So it is written above my door
My blood drips from every pore
Just another thing for you to ignore
I was such a burden, but not anymore

No time for fear when my end is near
And still I hear your every jeer
You scream it out loud for all to hear

The only way to make it end
Is to surrender all that I am