Abortion

Feels like my bloods gone cold
The smoke is my only way out
Permanently in a haze trying to forget
What my life was about

What would I have said
If you had arrived
How would you have learned from me
If you had survived

Everyone has
A life before death
I didn't even get to hear
my sons first breath

But i know one day
I will see you my son
I can't wait any longer
Where is my gun