IF EVER by dian

If ever
one day
i die

i hope you
wont cry

cause i will
be a sad soul
if you dare

additional to that
i will visit you
before i past by totally
in our beloved land

don't be afraid nor scare
cause i won't show up to you
just to do so

I'll show up behind you
then hugged you so gentle
then whisper smoothly to your ear

"I'll go first there
take care always
I'll be miss you so much
goodbye"

while I'm
saying these to you
please do my favor
do not look at me cause

i don't
want you to see
how sad my face
could be

leaving you in too much distance
like these is the very
hardest thing to do

it's not
my wish
but god's will

no need to worry
cause i will guide you
even I'm too far away from you

god bless you

sept.11/2008