Best friends girl

I found something
That is meant for me
I'm barely surviving without you
But this is how it has to be

I really don't know
If I can survive another day
Now my dreams are infected
With words you used to say

Keep restraining my soul
From telling you how I feel
Because you're with him
My feelings for you cant be real

I ignore my hearts begging
But this is how the poison swirls
I can't do this, I just... cant
You're my best friends girl