My Suicide Note

Hello mom and dad
And everyone else i hate
Don't shed your tears of pity
Over my misguided fate

By now i will be dead
A slit across my throat
And this tear stained piece of paper
Is my suicide note

I'm sorry to those i love
Who didn't see this side
I'm sorry i couldn't show you
The truth i had to hide

Michael you are my true love
I know you knew it too
Our friendship couldn't last
When our love was showing through

I hope you find another
Someone else to fill your life
I hope you find a love
To someday make a wife

To all my awesome friends
I loved you till the end
This hole inside my heart
Was one you couldn't mend

I didn't know that their love
Could mean so much to me
The cost is one i can't afford
Though their neglect is always free

So as i pick up this knife
And open up my vein
Mom and dad i hope you know
You could've stopped my pain

Yay I'm a cutter. Not.