Loves Suicide

Sitting in my room,
Thinking about you and her,
With the barrel to my head,
I wish that I were dead.

The tears are falling,
Down my face,
With the gun in my hand,
I think of your embrace.

Sitting all alone,
In my little room,
Starting to pull the trigger,
The hole in my heart, starts getting bigger.

I see your face,
I hear you debate,
Telling me to stop,
But, Baby your too late.

With the trigger pulled,
I hear you scream,
Trying to convince yourself,
That this is all a dream.

Your final words, that I hear,
Coming to, you pull me near.
Baby please, I love you so,
Please, Oh please, dont let go.

I close my eyes,
I see your face.
The last thing I wanted,
Was to be her replace.

I hear a siren,
I cant believe,
Why would you want me?
Please, let me leave.

You hold me tight,
I can not fight,
I lose my breath,
Maybe I am close, to my death.

My final breath,
You hear it too,
I cant live on,
While Im still in love with you.

I took my life,
So I didnt have to see,
You make her your wife.
Its who I wanted to be.