Suicide Mission

Im standing, in my room,
Thinking of a plan,
Whats the best way to forget you?
Since you cant be my man.

I try to use a blade,
Cut my skin too deep,
It doesnt do a thing,
Doesnt make you weep.

I try to find another way,
To take away the pain.
But whats a little sunshine,
Without all the rain?

Week after week,
I try to find,
A different sort of method,
Another way to die.

I finally find a way,
Its better than the rest.
I found the perfect thing to do.
And Ill do it at my best.

Ill write you a little letter,
Telling you goodbye.
Ill tell you how I made it better,
How Ive got to die.

So now I stand,
In My room,
With the gun in my hand,
Soon Ill end my gloom.

I put the barrel to my head,
Start to pull the trigger,
In a couple of minutes I will be dead.

I pull the trigger,
Now That Ive left,
With all my heart,
I wish you the very best.