Lost In Reality

I never knew how to decieve,
A talent meant to be forbidden,
Until I put on an ashamed mask,
From that moment - I was hidden,

My morals were lost in a dream,
Toys followed rules to my game,
Illusions I've created were extreme,
A chaotic world - never the same,

Under the pressure I am falling,
Blind to the life that is real,
On the ground I am crawling,
Afraid of emotions - I will feel,

I never knew how to believe,
A talent meant to be true,
Until the light has found me,
A nightmare cured - because of you