Does It Matter

Does it matter that I wonder?
I keep hope alive
While I let my failures die
Shaking like thunder.
I'm some what sad
Holding your hand, it makes me laugh.
Does it matter that I wonder?

Does it matter that I care?
I keep my thoughts locked away
Not strong enough to say them to your face.
Sometimes I'm scared
To end up alone
Dying somewhere cold.
Does is matter that I care?

Does it matter that I dream?
I keep my blood calm
Aware of the sirens and alarms
Trying to find the scream.
I wonder why you hurt me
People say we weren't meant to be.
Does is matter that I dream?

Does it matter that I wait?
I keep you in my heart
Close by so I don't fall apart.
Longing to kiss your face
Just hold me tight
I want you here with me tonight.
Does it matter that I wait?

Does it matter that I feign?
I keep my tears blue
So they can't stain you.
How do I stop the pain
From clouding my world
Just say I'm your girl.
Does it matter that I feign?

Does it matter that I breathe?
I keep my eyes closed
So no one can see into my soul.
Your love is all I need.
My laugh is still broken
While I keep hoping
Does it matter that I breathe?

Does it matter that this is the end?
I gave my love away
Now I can't find it any place
So how do I begin?
You know I love you
What will you do?
Does it matter that this is the end?