Contrary

Will I live without this support?
Hold me tightly before I bleed out,
This fear is running my time short,
I take a breath - and begin to shout,

Lungs compressed - am I suffocating?
Crawling as I'm gasping for air,
Deep inside something is waiting,
Beside myself - this isn't fair,

My thoughts start to cascade,
Insanity is quickly taking form,
This life was born to fade,
Resembling a violent storm,

I'm falling - take this away,
A drop of rain is my sanctuary,
Death is hovering - I'm his prey,
Taking my life - it was only contrary...