Unknown Feeling

This emotion inside of me
Takes away from my inner being
I'm so tired of confusing whats real
So let me just tell you how I feel.

This feeling is like a pain
It sometimes drives me insane
As I grab the knife
Shortening my life

Trying to find a cure
But I'm not sure
How much longer I'll last
My life is running out fast

It's like being lied to again
Even by my own kin
I feel anger and sorrow
Leaving me hollow

The last thing I feel is my breathe
Finally I'm at rest
As in this unknown feeling again
I once again blend.