Not Meant

I'm wrong to finish a story
that never would ever begin
except in my head,
yes, its all in my head.

Too much of feeling
and feeling it right.
Its only in my heart after all.

I wish it could.
I wish it would.
But its just me.

How I wish, I never wished
nor thought of it becoming real.

It only hurts, to all extent.
It never then would be true.
How I wish, I had wish
I never found you.

But then again I love you so
its all in my head
its always in my heart.

How I wish you'd love me too
and we could be
yeah sorry, but its just me
and I love you.