Depressed pt 1

No strength to get up
never wanting to sleep
struggling to be happy
that smile i gotta keep

Gotta try to be happy
make myself fine
gotta fight that boundary
and avoid crossing the line

A weight falling down
one i can't lift
this world is turning black
watching as i drift

My hearts starting to fail me
i feel it as it dies
i feel like i am falling
but nobody hears my cries

I feel like I'm all alone
even though i am surrounded
but nobody can help me
my heart's been too far pounded

It's been beaten to a pulp
the thumping's barely there
but it struggles to keep going
cause i know somebody cares