Escape From Existence

by Lady Nik   Jul 1, 2009


Starring at the clock
waiting for the bell to ring.
Impatiently waiting
I'm so ready to leave.
I'm trying...
to let the tears hide.
Although my heart is shaking inside.
From the lust covered bullet
you shot at me last night.
I want so bad for this to all die.

It's all so confusing
and I feel so useless.
I'm sick of this verbal abusing.
Red scars on my arms
While my soul is bruising.
Hurting from the ignorance.
This world is so amusing.

I wish I could just heal
Invisible words...so harsh
They look real
But dare I not try to change.
For this is far worse than any pain.
This world is permanent
and I am just a stain.
I cry...trying to fade
This is a never ending tunnel
To the heart of me, the insane.

Bleeding for your forgiveness
dying for your happiness.
So this is what love is.
Lies and suffering.
I gave up everything
for this.
Escape from Existence.

*This is an old poem from two years ago. I rewrote it, because it's one of my favorites. Hope you like it ^.^*

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  • 14 years ago

    by Madison

    Nice write.

  • 14 years ago

    by Sweet Disposition

    Wow i think this is brilliant! Very different to other poems I've read. I'll definitely be reading more of your work. 5/5

  • 14 years ago

    by x.Athame.x

    Overall I liked this poem a lot, though I'm not a fan of rhymes this one seemed to work out well.

    "From the lust covered bullet
    you shot at me last night"

    I especially liked these lines, for some reason they particularly stuck out in my head. Good work here. 5/5

  • 14 years ago

    by Exostosis

    Very well written.....i love the way you always spill out your pain .....totally amazing....i think im going to run out of comments soon ^^,

  • 14 years ago

    by Sourav

    Does bullet cover any lust? What is that?
    Okay... I didn't get that very well for creativity.
    You see, overall i liked your poem as your writing is far from bad rambling and repetition of same things. So it's really enjoyable. But what I feel that this topic is a very common one, specially in the poetry sites like this. No newness in the subject.
    Having said that... it's a nicely written poem with a very good title.

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