I wish i would of.....

I wish i would of been there
wish i could of seen you
wishes never come true

you hate my guts for i see that
i love you and will never stop
i hope you have the best in life

the last words didn't hurt
it is the fact i wasn't what u wanted
i could of never been that beauty Queen

i thought my love was pure enough
why couldn't you of seen what i saw
a happy ending thats all i wished

happy ending? who was i kidding
were not in a story book, just reality
like i said though wishes never come true