You Take My Heart With You

You say you want me back but what do you see in me, I'm nothing special to anyone so why do you want me?

I'm not any good for all I ever do is hurt you, but all you say, "it'll be ok only because I love you."

I know that me and you are meant to be but I'm the one to blind to see, The love I have for you and the love you have for me.

I'm to caught up in feeling sorry for myself and not caring much about you that when we were falling apart, I was once again the cause for your broken heart.

Will you please take me back is what you ask me again, but instead I just cutt myself ignoring your feelings within.

Not even noticing the pain your feeling I just go on with my life and pretend that its all ok, when really deep down I'm going insane.

The guilt hits me everyday eating me alive, for leaving you was wrong because without you I cant survive.

It seems like the razor is the only ting that keeps my pain again, but then thoughts of you crowd my mind and your all I end up thinking about.

I even wake up and find myself thinking about you and how happy we used to be, trying to hide the tears I just move on with my day even though its killing me.

I'm so sorry for the way I hurt you because I know I hurt you hella bad, but I guess ill never know the feelings of me that you once had.

9-7-09
[[wrote this last nite. plzz leave comments if you read]]