Speechless

Tell me a word to use,
To express the feelings inside.
When the word hate,
Nothing to the loath that resides.

Create a word for me,
One to say when the anger explodes,
To grind away the ignorance
And open the emergency road.

Scream this word to me,
To force those stubborn tears,
Like clumsy lines from the knife,
And force admittance of my fears.

A word to stutter as speech,
Not words of some persona.
Knock the truth through this turtle's shell,
And drown me out of my coma.

Manifest this word,
To express a marionette's wrath.
Hurry, before again,
I choke on my annoying laugh.