Liar

I blame myself in this break up, even though I said it
I feel like its the smartest choice, but yet I regret it
Cause unlike you, I really mean it when I say it
Not cause I just hear it, or I feel Obligated

I feel like you didn't mean it, I feel like I am hated,
though my love stood strong forever, it just never faded
standing in this rain cause Girl I always waited
I wanted to make you mine, but i guess i never made it

I guess my hearts a piano, cause perfectly you played it
You had me in your melody, and I guess its overrated
I feel like its my fault, this is just something I created
Like i took my own heart and popped it till its deflated

My love is just mis-treated, better yet its misstated
putting me in the hospital, they keeping me sedated
Cause the pain keeps coming, coming unabated
I never thought id feel this torture, so berated

Liar, Liar, Liar
had me wanting to believe
Liar Liar Liar
That you really loved me
Liar Liar Liar
You pulled me in.. you beckoned
Liar Liar Liar
not knowing later when it comes to drugs....

I come second...

so put me second in your life, Just like your father
Picking alcohol over you, now didn't that bother
Now I know I know you feel, when you saw him leave
except I'm watching you descend.....

If you want all my love, baby you can have them
But my love stretches farther, then you could really fathom
I'm just so hurt right now, my tissues are all soaked
I got a Gun to my head with a letter "Murder she wrote"

My clothes are drenched in tears, they going in the dryer
knowing ill never love again or there will never be a higher
you've turned me out, you made me into a Crier
For putting this limitless love, in the hands of a liar

Liar, Liar, Liar
had me wanting to believe
Liar Liar Liar
That you really loved me
Liar Liar Liar
You pulled me in.. you beckoned
Liar Liar Liar
not knowing later when it comes to drugs....

I come second...

I Still love you so much though.
So so much..