Never good enough

Mute mind cause I'm never understood..its tough,
Esteem stays to the ground, cause I'm just never good....enough

Times elapsing, Hearts not Grasping,
I wanna be happy, God thats all that I'm asking,
But I'm lacking the physical and mental. all the aspects
I'm just bones n flesh, the rest, i don't have that

I'm a threat to society, so I sit and lay alone
but wait, the pain gets grown, cause set in stone
on my phone, is the picture of the girl
that damn.... i wish id call my own

I'm not good enough.. Its seemings its true,
cause the only time i kiss you, is when I'm dreaming of you
My heart turns to paper, so its beaming right through
I'm screaming to the world but baby I'm screaming for you

wishing my mother never conceived me, believe me,
it eats me, I'm heaving, I'm weeping, the fact that your leaving,
I'm grieving, Relieve me, but you cant.. cause I'm never good enough
the way you perceive me..

Mute mind cause I'm never understood..its tough,
Esteem stays to the ground, cause I'm just never good....enough