Lost

If you knew what was in my mind, you'd cry
If you felt what i felt in my body, ha, you'd die
Knifes to my neck, pointing knifes to my chest
I'm so lost in this world, But i still wish you the best

I hope you enjoy your new life, though I'm not here
you can live happy knowing, i have forever disappeared
never to return again, never to surprisingly appear
I'm gone forever, therefore you should never shed a tear

Id rather be gone, to never feel this much pain
Id rather be away from you, so you don't feel the same
Id rather never see you, so you can never feel the frost
of my cold breathless heart, id just rather be lost

feeling cold and frostbit in this dark death-defying place
only sunshine I get, is when i reminisce of your face
its the only thing that warms me, that gives me embrace
but you should happy I'm here, cause I'm forever erased

erased from your memory, never will there ever be
a chance for a part two, theres just a never me
erasing We from my word, cause thats a hopeless dream
no let me be lost, so you don't hear my screams
please

Id rather be gone, to never feel this much pain
Id rather be away from you, so you don't feel the same
Id rather never see you, so you can never feel the frost
of my cold breathless heart, id just rather be lost

I'm so lost without you, I'm lost in this frigid cave
I'm used by someone, I'm the depressions slave
It captured me, and I'm engulfed with the pain
but I'm just glad, you don't have to feel the strain

I guess I'm happy your happy, my happy is tossed
make sure your forever happy, no matter my cost
I'm glad you've went to the other side, you've finally crossed
your happy without me, so I guess I'm happy I'm lost

Id rather be gone, to never feel this much pain
Id rather be away from you, so you don't feel the same
Id rather never see you, so you can never feel the frost
of my cold breathless heart, id just rather be lost

love you babe
I'm just Lost
I'm glad you've found your way
I'm just trying to find my path
just hurts its without you