"I'm sorry" doesn't cut it, it doesn't stop the pain,
Every time I see you, it makes me go insane.
I can't help but think about the stupid things I've done,
Why did I ever think you were the one.
I can't even stand hearing your name,
It feels so stupid,when you never felt the same.
It annoys me when people ask "whats wrong?'
How can I tell them, when its been so long?
I don't even know why, it hurt me so bad,
I don't see why, it drove me mad,
I can't understand why things turned out this way,
Cause now when I see you, I have no idea what to say.
You think an apology will make things okay,
But I'm sorry your wrong, things have to stay this way.
Things have changed and I am trying so hard not to look back,
But I guess letting go, is something I lack.
I can't do this not when I have to see you around,
I just get an urge to crash to the ground.
It pathetic and stupid, but I don't know what to do,
How the hell can I forget about you?
I hold on to why I started to self harm,
Whenever I think of you I stare at my arm,
I get conscious of the stupid things I've done,
I knew you were never the one
