Vent

by Lady Nik   Apr 1, 2010


I'm upset, typical teen angst...
Not this time.
Teenage suicide waste
that's what I'll become
if I have to be the adult here
I can't breath
but I'm not suffocating
I'm breathing borrowed air
it's never mine
it's never fair.

I'd tell you what rambles through
my mind, but I can't understand
the language my brain
speaks...just like you can't understand me.

I'm pissed...spinning into a rage.
I want out of
life..this bear cage.
Nimble chew choke
choke cough fail
I'm still out of air!!!

I'm pissed again..
it never ends
I speak clearly but I make
no sense. Out of skin to
cut, pills to pop...Why
doesn't it stop?

Vent to forget
scream to keeping from pulling
out the rope or the gun
I just don't know how to be here
or how to run. Tell me when
things will be okay...will
I last another day.

*I don't expect any one to like or understand this. It is simply just me venting. Thank :] *

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  • 14 years ago

    by paige

    This is a beautiful/powerful/emotional/sad piece
    x

  • 14 years ago

    by Cindy

    Nik
    Wow.....I'm glad I'm not a teenager in todays society. So many things have changed. I'm also glad I'm not rasing a child in this time. Growing up is so hard. There are so many things we don't understand. Years from now all your feelings will have changed. I do know writing your feelings does help. It has lifted me out of some very dark places.
    Take care of yourself.
    *hugs
    Cindy

  • 14 years ago

    by Sylvia

    I have to agree with Temps, I really hope this is not how you are feeling. It does help to vent but it doesn't always work.

  • 14 years ago

    by Courageous Dreamer

    How dark and deep this was.. wow. Really depressing. I sure hope you don't feel this severely terrible. But sometimes venting is the cure to our pain, I hope this helped you .

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