The pain of youth

I wake up from my daydreams
cause I've never been able to sleep
seems like that sensation love gives you
i could never hope to keep

i have a tale to tell except
it doesn't start with once upon a time
it started with a boy who loved a girl
gems beside her don't mean a dime

her smile stills his beating heart
his smile causes her to blush
how he envies the one she's after
he feels his blood begin to rush

nothing seems to numb the pain
trapped within his heart
with every single conversation
you can see him fall apart

she always asked him what was wrong
if only she knew the truth
hating my life more and more
suffering the pain of youth

but is this how its supposed to feel?
my heart is subject to a painful ache
the agonizing pain of youth comes once more
without the T and H