Hushed words and idle threats
is all we ever seem to get
its not my fault that when I'm in love
I leap above where the bar is set
I cannot hold you in my arms
because people misinterpret how I feel
I love nothing in the world as much
sorry but I just can't conceal
I need you here in my arms love
or I shall fall and gasp for breath
and no ones going to tell me different
because without you I'm taunted by death
not a single damn one of them know my story
for if they did they'd understand
but just thinking about explaining it feels as if
I'm trapped beneath a ton of sand
let me out you through my 13th year on earth
when I awoke to try to die
I'll listen to your opinion of me
when you respond to my pain-filled cry
I bid good luck to any of you
because that cry has long seen silence
and as for god don't even mention
my related thoughts host tempered violence
he took all I ever loved
he shattered everything inside of me
when I pleaded for someone to help
only my faithful shadow stood beside me
none of you have felt that kind of pain
so non can tell me how to use my heart
who do I need to hold her so close
she keeps me from falling apart
I'm never letting go of her
so all you people keep those opinions strife
this is where i plan to be forever
so all you punks can get a life
