Endless List Of Questions...

Do you know who I am,
What I say,
Where I feel hurt,
The hidden pain?

Do you know what I do,
When I am alone,
Look into the mirror,
Feel so unknown.

I cry for all the foolishness,
All my stupid mistakes,
For everything I am,
All I could take.

Who I was,
Who I want to be,
All the things,
That mean everything to me.

I look at myself,
With endless questions,
Repeating in my head,
Over and over again.

Why am I always wrong,
What have I ever done right,
Why am I so scared,
Why can't I fight?

My imagination works overtime,
When I am alone,
My heart breaks so much,
That I want to get stoned.

I'm not an addict,
To the things they see,
I'm only addicted,
To what is me.

Every bitter lie,
Every time I fall,
Mistakes become real,
With no one left to call.

Im lost in all my problems,
But it always ends the same,
Everything I am is alone,
And with only myself to blame.