Speechless Love (acrostic)

Several months have
Passed, nothing from you, nothing from me, never
Ever meant to be in
Each others lives again, I
Can't help but feel this pain as i
Hear that you still
Love me, after all this time,
Ending things was never the right thing, I'm
Sorry i left, I'm
So sorry I didn't stay with you, I

Left back to california, you thought I wanted to be
Over, when baby I never did, if you could have my
Vision you'd see clear as day, i never wanted us to
End, but as you said it be together for a lifetime.