Not really a poem

I miss you,
us, together,
having funny conversations,
saying i love you baby,
promising forever,
never letting anything get in the way,
coming back into my life,
giving us a second chance,
letting a huge mistake,
separate us for good,
tears shedding down my face,
heart breaking apart,
why did you walk away?
I forgave you for everything,
never brought it up again,
I'm sorry, i love you,
i want you in my life,
every day that passes,
yeah it gets easier,
maybe one day I'll wake up,
with an email from you,
apologizing, unsure if I can give
it another chance,
who knows,
all i know is I'm sorry,
life is full of mistakes,
& it isn't supposed to be like this.

-just letting it out, not really a poem.