Love From A Distance

Trapped within my silence
Loving you from afar
Watching your every move
Obsorbing all that you are

Fearing rejection
I do not say a word
My feelings go undetected
They go on unheard

Feels like I'm suffocating
With my emotions caged
Jealousy bubbles
Leaving me enraged

Court up in fantasies
Lost inside my dreams
And alternate reality
Where nothings as it seems

But I wake to turmoil
A pain inside my heart
My secret feelings and
The entity that keeps us apart

So I carry this burden
Of unrequited love
Somethings you'll never know
Not even when push comes to shove