Lost Battles

Should i continue this sick cycle?
When i know its already over.
i feel as if i the battle is lost.
No survivors,
all hope lost,
hearts shattered,
Broken promises,
Deep deppresion,
longing to be with that one person...
when they probably dont even want you around.
ill always want you.
But you didnt protect my heart.
But at least you have all the peices.
and you've always had it and you always will
until you come to the point you want to give it back
please dont give it back.