Old Emotions Unveiling

Old emotions unveiling,
unbearable amount of pain you
brought upon me surfacing once again,
raging irate anger let out of the box,
remembering the reason I kicked you
out of my life for good.

Don't bother checking up on me,
don't tell me you "miss" me, I stopped
believing your twisted lies along time ago,
you bring out a nasty side of me, an unstable
girl who wants to only bring you deathly pain;
to force you out of my life entirely.

Tears start streaming out my eyes,
wrath fills my inner core, the flame growing
deeper and bigger with every moment your on my mind,
stressing me out, putting me through agonizing pain;
& you think its okay to check on me?

Old emotions unveiling,
my first love, my first heart break,
sending me into a complete disarray,
feeling a mixture of emotions, but knowing one thing
I can't allow someone like you back in my life.

- Just letting out how i feel at the moment, after my first love calls me.-