Unknown Number

Unknown number pops up on my phones screen,
contemplating pushing the answer or reject button,
knowing its you, feeling it deep in my gut you still love me,
answering the phone; you sound so happy to hear my voice pick up,
trying to figure out why you won't leave me alone; then it hits me
- You still love me. -

Going back to the months we were together,
remembering the way we promised each other forever,
shaking my head, I hit my leg telling me to stop this nonsense,
refusing to re-feel the pain you caused me all those months ago,
tears feel my eyes as I whisper mom, please make him leave me alone.

Never in my life before has someone hurt me the way you did,
you think its alright to call me whenever you feel like it?
if you know me so well, can't you feel it in my voice this isn't okay?
starting to miss you, miss us, I can't let this happen,
I need to cut you out of my life permanently once again.

Unknown number pops up on my phones screen,
forcing myself next time to press reject,
you are my past, my boy is my future, don't you see?
I'll love you forever, You'll love me, its just how it is,
difference is? You're still in love with me, I'm not,
deciding next time you dial my number you won't be hearing from me.

- Not a good poem at all, But just venting how I feel after my ex keeps calling me. -