Forever with me

I can feel him here with me,
feel his arms around me.
His breathing soft and sweet
His soft touch on my skin
It's like he's here with me.

I wish he was here though,
I havent talked to him for weeks.
I'm worried sick about him
Wondering if he's still alive.
I want to hear his voice
reassuring me that he's fine.
Its hard to take,
I'm close to caving in.
But I won't, I can't.