Then and Now

Sadness
Depression
You can't even reach the floor

Underground
Away from the smiles you once held
Away from it all

You've lost the fight
All you do now
Is cry all night

You want to take away the pain
As lovely as was the time was that came
You are in so much vain

You look on your life with disgust
Hatefulness
And regret

You long for a time when light was light
Darkness was darkness
And you understood what direction was right

You think you are stuck in a heartbroken atmasphere
No way to heal
No way to stop the bleeding

No way to find your way back to happiness
You've gone insane
You think time won't minamis your sadness

You pray Our to Father to take your life
Strike you down because you don't wanna live
You wanna die through the night

...

Relates to me
When I thought I could never be saved
A couple of years ago,

And the odd time I've still felt that way.
When the ones that saved me where taken away.
I was lucky,

In some cases,
Probably most cases,
That depression never goes away.

I'm hardly broken from back then.
I new bat has hit me recently
And sometimes I feel shattered,

But as hurt as I feel about it,
Things will most likely turn away.
Everything happens for a hidden reason.