Lately, All we seem to do is fight,
the love is slowly disappearing into thin air,
almost like it never really was there,
just a mirage that lasted for months
filling my heart with sweet tasting feelings,
Talking to you doesn't give me butterflies,
my smile has faded into an emotionless line,
hearing your ringtone blast from my phone doesn't
make me ecstatic knowing its you on the other side.
I thought maybe finally my luck has changed,
once again I was wrong, you're changing like every
other guy that has stepped foot into my life,
pushing me further away to the point I'm about
to close the door you came in by.
The love is slowly disappearing,
four months I have waited for you to come back,
changing in a blink of an eye,
it makes me wonder if you ever truly loved me
in the first place.
This is certainly a heartbreaking piece that has so much emotions. When we vent or just write how we are feeling, the poems usually come out with this truth to it and makes the poem more real. It shows the vulnerability of the writer. I think this piece is sad. I know that when you talk about the things that don't make you happy anymore like hearing the phone ring and knowing that it's him, would make you happy but not now. I remember when I was dating back in the day and I had my phone by my side as if to say I would never want to miss their calls, but now it's different because of the way he is treating you.