Becoming One of The Dead

I want this river of red to drain from this useless corpse of who i am
Make myself float upon that white light that takes me for a joyride
Hear Lord Death tell me that I'm the most beautiful soul he has ever taken upon himself to take

Kiss that sorrow away,
Dance upon that gorgeous dead body that's soon gonna be decay
Tell the souls that you once loved that you're gonna be okay

Look inside that shattered mirror,
Smile in victory that you no longer have to age
Forever bound to that age and cursed as well for you will never be that gorgeous person you were once upon a time

Enjoy becoming a nobody as no one will know you're there
Won't hear your screams of "I'm sorry" no matter what you would do
Won't feel that so craved touch upon their bodies as you cry and reach over and over for them

In the end you're dead
Shouldn't you be happy?
This is what you wanted to your last breathe,
So enjoy being a dead body and becoming a nobody only remembered in memories
You choose this in the very end my dear loves