Love>Fear

by CathyButterflyJC   May 19, 2012


Love>Fear

Our friendship is strong
But now my daily steps
Feel so wrong
Like a lie
Feeling promises of goodbye
And I can feel the passion die
How soon forever feels like a lie
Worth such a try
But fear makes me cry
Fear I'll lose you
And poison runs through
And I wonder day and night
Why really did you turn out the light
You broke our everlasting word
You break up with me
In love you say we were not to be
And I know it wasn't a fight
So what was the reason
For our love to take flight
I still lover you personally
And dearly
I still yearn for you in every passing minute
As I love you truly
And I wish you would hold me tight
Make my life again feel right
I remember when you loved me
Wondering daily I have come to see
For have you lost your sight
Blinded you must be
Was it fear that held you back
Was a snake threatening to attack
I wonder long nights
And I wander in my dreams
Of that knight
In shining armor
That turned out to be you alright
As I was thinking our love was true
You told me we were through
Now I feel an eerie glow
As my spirits sink low
And I wonder
What did you have to go
When or love was about to grow
A year of friendship
Oh so strong
Always seen together
Now you run from thee other
And I am still to wonder
How much farther
Is this road we travel
Is this heartbreak even legal
I remember how the emotion was wonderful
In your arms so peaceful
Those hugs blissful
Enchantful
And then our friendship turns around
And my world is no longer upside down
I want to say thank you
Even though we're still through
And that haunts me too
But our friendship keeps me form going insane
From how much I always miss you
And you constantly have my back
Thoughts to die you soon unpack
And passion we never lack
Appreciation is on my chest
And the long fear of losing you
Is then at rest
But then life takes another path
And you change sides very fast
And I no longer know where I'm at
Because of how the pain becomes fat
As you look into another girls eyes
And I can feel us driving to goodbye
As your hand form mine skips away
And I got struck by the atomic bomb that day
She involves your every speech
And I feel like she's a blood sucking leech
All she does is pull you to our death
And I wish I was still in the world led from that path
Because now I feel cut in half
Full of fear
As the ending gets near
This we must mend
Before thee very end
My heart is consumed in fear
As the knife steps nearer and near
Love holds fear
'Twas love sheds thigh tear

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  • 11 years ago

    by Yrem Crish

    Good poem. Nicely written. Keep writing more:)

  • 11 years ago

    by Loosened Locks

    It is very sad to watch something you have cared so much about dissipate before your eyes. It's normal to relive the better times, sounds like you're beginning to mourn this...I believe that you'll pull through hon, I know it hurts like hell but things do get easier...Stay strong - I love this poem by the way, it shows such a loving and sincere part of you, very personal and so touching. Awwhh you poor thing :(

  • 11 years ago

    by Marvellous

    A true friend will always remain. Him scared to work with you, doubts you. One closed door, opens a new one. At the fullness of time, God gives.