CoNfUSed lItTle GirL

Alone in my room
Sleeping in the night
Dreaming beautiful things
Nothing in sight
Feeling very warm and safe
My mommy in the next room
Dreaming beautiful things
never knew Id await my doom

I heard a scratch at the door
Not knowing what to do
I covered my head with the covers
Tears soaked my blanket too
There stood a familiar man
Speaking in a loud mean tone
He took my innocence
Leaving me all alone

Clothes fell to the floor
Ripped and soaked in blood
A knife to my throat all night
My tears like a flood
His big body so rough
Being able to hardly breath
Going in and out of my head
Praying for a dream

I wanted to sleep the night away
For him not to hurt me
But what I got was a baby inside
My life ends completely
Never knowing what to do
A confused little girl
13 years old with a baby
Wouldnt fit in this world

My mommy was gone at work
A snow day was today
I thought long and hard
Knowing there was no other way
I stood upon the roof
Getting ready to fall
Killing the baby inside of me
Never letting it grow at all

I rolled down the house
Blood was all around
My head hit the solid dirt
My body fell to the ground
I knew it was gone
The pain was so extreme
I lost my life so soon
Because my brother raped me

Never knowing what to do
A confused little girl
13 years old with a baby
both gone from the world

Weird, I know... Comment/vote though!