by Faith Ann   May 30, 2012

You dont know how bad I wanna walk to your house
hold you in my arms while we lay on your couch
Call you up and ask how have you been
tell you everything will be alright in the end

But here I am hiding what I really feel
pretending to be happy and act like the pain isnt real
Telling myself I am fine without you around
Faking a forced smile when I am truely feeling down

I wanna tell you I love you and hug you all night
kiss you on your soft lips and hold you tight
I wanna cry in your arms again and you tell me we are okay
Tell me you love me and that you have from the very forst day

But no...none of that will happen, thats just a dream
You are truely fine without me
I miss you more than you'll ever know
but those are the feelings I chose to not show


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  • 9 years ago

    by Hannah Lizette

    Sometimes you have to put on a fake smile just to get through the day without bawling your eyes out when something reminds you of them. been there :/ i hope everything turns out okay for you! 5/5

    • 9 years ago

      by Faith Ann

      Yeah I am tryin to convince myself im fine. thanks!

  • 9 years ago

    by Hades

    I know this feeling all too well. We put on a smile despite how badly we hurt. Excellent work.

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