Transfusion

To live it take one hundred percent,
Just thinking about dying makes it sound decent.
Not long now until it all comes to an end,
Or do I go through with the pain just to keep going again?

There's a fifty fifty chance that I may survive,
But the other fifty percent says that I might not stay alive.
So many choice, why can't I choose them all?
Do I choose to stay alive or let this failed life fall?

No one really understands why I want to let go,
So now I will clear it so that you all know.
Nothing to hold on too so there is no confusion,
So for you all, I will go through this pain and get the full transfusion.